Defeated

In the night's darkest hours thinking the future of ours:
It's all in vain - just meaningless pain 
Why would I want to make it better,
just write the suicide letter


All your fears 

are coming and it's nothing
compared to the shared scare
you're about to pass through 
”Listen to you!”

Just silence and the fucking violence

are now with you in this world so blue
”But you can create a new ice cold life:
with a brand new wife!”
”Dancing on the edge of the sharpest knife?”

”Just pull the trigger and figure
that this all disappears – ends in tears.”

…

Walking to the grave trying to act brave,
holding your sons hand, don't shiver - just stand. 

You did this, you caused it
Are you happy now? Take your bow. 





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